Friday, August 20, 2010
I don't know if you're pretending to be nice or issit really comes out from your heart.
I hope you don't have any motive by behaving like this.
Because I am starting to believe in you but at the same time, suspecting you.
Your action is so out of a sudden, maybe you're trying to forget what had happened before.
I have no idea what filled your mind or what are you thinking.
You're not a easy person, you acted so well!
I am not that kind of Jiahao you had knew.
I told myself to live with dignity and pride and will not let others climb on top of me.
Kind people don't exist, they got taken for granted.
I hate leading this kinda life since pri school. I don't stand up for myself.
I keep forgiving, I told myself not to be pity or being over-sensitive.
But the end result is always very disappointing.
I shall just talk to you when necessary, unlike the past. :)
No, I will put on a fake smile too.